I doubted I was good enough.
Smart enough.
Pretty enough.
For him.
He made me feel them, with never a response.
I doubted my talent.
I doubted my own intelligence
I doubted he would stay.
I doubted his love for me.
I doubt I will ever really know my Dad.
I doubt Maddy will ever give up eating Kleenex, napkins, toilet paper.
I often doubt the magnificence of small things to make me happy.
I doubt I'll ever know if he felt the same things for me that I did for him.
I doubted myself when he beckoned for me to join him outside.
I doubt I'll ever know what it feels like to be something I'm not. This terrifies me.
I doubted D...for good reason.
I doubt that I'll ever feel the things I tend to push away, deep in my being, that I secretly desire.
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Thanks for sharing that Allie!
We all have our doubts at times and I guess life gives a chance to try and work and prove some of those wrong. One thing I don't doubt is that you're a beautiful person and will work through any challenges that are put in front of you. My gut feeling is never wrong ;)
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