Part of me just wants all of this to be over. I just want to know where we'll be in six months. I don't know how many of you have ever had to do this, this waiting on fate. It's very stressful, and not easily lived-with. I'm so tired of waiting, wondering where my life will be in six months. I can't plan, I can't apply for schools, I can't do much of anything. And it really sucks.
On a lighter note, picked up my latest role today. Enjoy.
My gorgeous friend Chuck... purrrrrrr.
Look at that bigass smile?! Love m'girl.
Tide pools at Indian Beach, Trinidad, CA.
At Samoa Dunes, Eureka, CA.
2 comments:
I couldn't help but respond to your post. I know the exact feeling you describe. I up and quit my job in October 2002, with plans to move to the Quad Cities. I had been interviewing and interviewing and figured something had to come along. Besides, my job was completely toxic and I just had to get out of there. The time between leaving my job and finding another one in a different city/state was difficult. The waiting was torture and I often asked myself if I had made a huge mistake. I did tons of soul-searching during that time. I felt like my life was in someone else's hands. Not easy.
I wish I could offer some advice - a way to keep yourself calm during this time. Just wanted to let you know that others have been through this (and have survived!). It's not easy, but it will pass.
I can see your frustration. Hang in there babe, I'm sure things will blossom for you soon. Great photos!!
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